cathexis

1/23/16

1/4/16

10/7/15

4/19/15

the catastrophic sinking of a windless kite

ink + digital

4/17/15

4/14/15

4/4/15

3/8/15

medusa II

2014. recycled plastic, monofilament. 18"h 9"w 9"d.

2/28/15

2/21/15

May 2007
Photo Credit: Miss Nitna Xela

1/15/15

I'm holding on for dear life
won't look down,
won't open my eyes
keep my glass full until morning light
cos I'm just holding on for tonight
help me, I'm holding on for dear life
won't look down,
won't open my eyes
keep my glass full until morning light
cos I'm just holding on for tonight

2014. charcoal, ink, photo transfer with water.

1/9/15

in my heart I know it's time to come back

cos you're the home I never find off the beaten track
(I feel it)

in my heart I know I can't keep running away

I'm always traveling fast to nowhere

(kmb)

9/20/14

escapism

anxiety

bad rabbits

I'm not a trapper, you're not a rabbit
so don't look at me like that
I want your old face back
I had four days of silence
three days of starving
two days of bloodknuckle boxing and hitting the wall
and one day to just lose it all

uncivilize yourselves
jump from the highest cliff
down to the bottom shelf
shed off your first world skin
sleep in a cave again

for 24 hours we stayed on our backs
we were the happiest rabbits
in the happiest cage
with soap in my eyes
I catalogued you like a crime scene
here a shoulder, there a breast
it might have been a baptism,
if I weren't pawing at you
it's too late to untaste the fruit

uncivilize yourselves
jump from the highest cliff
down to the bottom shelf
shed off your first world skin
sleep in a cave again
start a fire again
'till we're monkeys
picking things off monkeys again

old man GavCaz
#blessed